I need some serious help?

A couple of things first. You don't have to be good at math to enroll in a community college. If you have a deficit, you will be enrolled in remedial math courses first to help you catch up. Second, I strongly recommend that you be tested for learning disabilities. This could be the issue all along, and has nothing to do with your intelligence. If you then are diagnosed, you could have extra time on tests, etc. As far as learning basic facts, I would go to a teacher store and buy a 4th grade math workbook. Look for songs and games on the internet to help learn your facts. Get flashcards, and work with them 30 min. a day. Test yourself with a quiz that you can fill in the blanks. Make it as fun as possible!